慕容忠勇一边品着红茶，一边在灯光下想着心事。

                          “本来我想把秀秀嫁给瑞麒，但是没想到瑞麒父子却临时受命西征，结果弄得我一脚踏空。而且将来瑞麒会发生什么事情我都无法预料，一但出了什么意外，这结果可想而知。

                          况且现在秀秀都不想嫁给瑞麒，假如将来若有什么事情发生还真不好说。                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                    

                          若是如此说来，我费尽心机想把雨曦从瑞麒身边拉开，好给秀秀留个机会，看来都是枉费心机了。”

                          “如今庞虎上门求亲，虽然我一心想让雨曦嫁给庞虎，但如果瑞麒有什么意外，那么秀秀肯定求之不得，这样一来我岂不是枉做好人了，反倒让雨曦认为我偏心。

                          要知道，这个婚约大家其实都不看好，而我却一心想成全这个事情。唉！可怜天下父母心，又有哪个儿女真的理解父母的一番苦心。”

                          慕容忠勇端起茶杯喝了一口，橙黄的茶水中透着一丝苦涩，仿佛是慕容忠勇的苦心一般。但是雨曦和慕容秀又岂能接受他的那些想法。甚至在她们看来，父亲的一番苦心又是多么的勉强，甚至强差人意。

                          慕容忠的惆怅归惆怅，或许只有他认为自己的一番苦心是值得的，但是雨曦的幽怨又有谁明白？

                          雨曦在晚餐后，叫上了奶妈来房间里坐坐，她们准备稍事整理一下就去镇上的集市游玩一趟。

                          雨曦在房间里洗漱了一下，对着镜子稍作梳妆整理。

                          奶妈一会儿来到了房间里，看见雨曦在对镜梳妆，便小声说了一句：“雨曦小姐，你越来越漂亮了！”

                          雨曦回头一看是奶妈：“是吗，我觉得还和原来一样，也没什么不同啊？”

                          奶妈微微一笑：“都说青春无限好，其实这也是一句真话。想当初我年轻的时候也不像现在这样又老又丑。”

                          雨曦一听，觉得有些好奇：“奶娘，你年轻的时候是一个什么样子？”

                          奶妈怔了一怔，似乎回想起了当年的事情，不禁一阵惆怅涌上心头：“当年我也是一个规矩人家的女儿，后来嫁了一个男的，可惜....,唉！后来的事情就没什么好说的了。”

                          雨曦觉得奶妈的话里应该藏着一个故事，她很想知道奶妈当年究竟发生了什么，为什么现在会在靖国将军府里做事，这些年也一直没有看到奶妈家里有人来看望她，这中间到底藏着什么事情。

                          于是，雨曦转过身来，拉过一把椅子：“奶娘，你过来坐坐，跟我说说以前的事情吧，到底出了什么事啊，为什么你现在会这样？”

                          奶妈见雨曦一脸好奇和关切的神色，觉得当初的事情在她心里已经埋藏了很多年，一直没有跟人说起过。

                          自从慕容将军的夫人去世以后，她就更无从说起了。既然现在雨曦这么关心，又逢中秋佳节倍思亲，不如就和雨曦说说从前的那些事情吧。

                          奶妈坐了下来，在灯光下，她掏出一块棉帛方巾擦了擦眼睛，此时她的眼角闪着一丝泪光。

                          奶妈望着雨曦说起了她以前的故事：“雨曦，其实我也是一个规矩人家的女儿。家乡就在黄河边上。后来家里把我嫁给了一个做生意的男人。谁知道后来......”

                          原来奶妈嫁给那个男人以后，没有多久，那个男的做生意发了一笔财。有了钱之后，那个男的开始还在别人面前夸耀自己娶了个好老婆，是个旺夫的好女人，奶妈也非常高兴，里里外外帮男人打理着家中大小的事情，就是为了让男人没有后顾之忧。

                          谁知道，后来这个男的交了一些狐朋狗友，开始关心起寻花问柳的事情来了，而且还喜欢上了赌钱。

                          要知道这些事往往需要花去大把的银子，但是奶妈的男人却因为沉迷于酒色而疏于打理生意。慢慢的家里的生意开始亏本了，每月没有多少收入。

                          这下子那个男的急了，他想在赌场里捞点钱回来，于是就拿出积蓄开始整天流连于赌场之中，结果欠下了一大笔赌债。

                          可是欠账终归是要还的，赌场欠的钱加上生意上欠的账款，那个男的把家产都赔上了，最后想要把奶妈抵押给债主。

                          当奶妈知道以后，又气又急。没想到这个平时眼中的好丈夫竟是一个道德如此败坏的烂赌徒。

                          奶妈想了一个晚上，她不敢回娘家，担心男人和债主会找到娘家去，于是抱着年幼的孩子，带上了一点私房钱，连夜走了十几里路逃出了丈夫家。

                          奶妈一路上风尘仆仆，也不知道该去哪里，于是搭上了过往商队的马车来到了玉虚山下。

                          等到了玉虚山下的村镇时，奶妈的盘缠用得差不多了。她流连在在村镇上的时候，沿街打听谁家要请佣人，遇上了正在胭脂店买胭脂的慕容夫人。

                          当她站在慕容夫人面前时，一身褴褛的衣裳，挎着一个小包袱，正可怜巴巴地问衣着华贵的慕容夫人要不要请佣人。

                          旁边的人望着奶妈都露出了厌恶的表情，虽然慕容夫人一脸雍容华贵的神态，但是她的目光中却流露出怜悯的神情。

                          她详细询问了一下奶妈的身世，又发现奶妈其实生得眉清目秀，言语之间不像一个出身不良的女子，她非常同情这个落难的女人。

                          于是慕容夫人和声细语地问她：“大姐，你是想当佣人吗？我家正好缺一个干杂活的，你不嫌辛苦就来我家吧！”

                          奶妈听到慕容夫人的话时，感激涕零，终于有一个落脚的地方了。后来奶妈就开始在慕容家当起了佣人，当慕容夫人去世后就成了雨曦的奶妈，一直照顾着幼小的雨曦。

                          雨曦听完奶妈的故事，她很同情奶妈的遭遇，但是为什么奶妈的家里人一直没来看望她呢？而且也没看到奶妈回过家乡。

                          雨曦不免有些好奇：“奶娘，那你娘家的人呢？你就没有去看过他们吗？”

                          奶妈眼中流露出一丝哀伤：“雨曦，我其实回过家，但是我的家没了。”

                          原来黄河闹水灾，奶妈的娘家被大水冲毁了，一家人不知去向。所以奶妈从家乡回来以后，就再也没有提起这桩事，索性在慕容将军府上一待就是几十年。


　　(https://www.mpshu.com/mp/58430/34948657.html)


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